“Academic Insecurities”

I have no idea what I’m doing.

Now or in the future, what am I pursuing?

Is it really worth living like this

or am I too ignorant to realized all my bliss?

Should I just start backpacking 

and exploring the world while hitchhiking?

I mean, it’s my end goal anyways 

so why am I spending my time on school everyday?

Education is an important and pivotal part of life

But I’m ready for a break from this strife

One more year of literary learning;I can do it

At least that’s why i tell myself to commit

The real question is will I die before then?

Metaphorically speaking, of course, you craftsman.

What if I never get to see the real world because 

I’m too immersed in the academic one’s claws?